THE PREACHER'S SON
VAN AMBURGH'S circus was coming to town. All the boys were going; they had planned for weeks, disputing about the many acts on the show bills. The preacher's son had joined in as much as he could, yet deep in his heart he knew that he would not be allowed to go. Sometimes he felt that he was wrong in letting the fellows think he was going. Sometimes he wished that the circus wouldn't come to Macochee at all, but just spread its splendid bills all over town; that would have been enough for a preacher's son, who couldn't go. Now, on this last evening, he sat on the stoop of the parsonage, his chin in his hands, his bare toes curling over the edge of the bottom step. The circus would be there in the morning. He had asked his father again, for the last time, at the supper-table. His father, of course, had said no. The preacher's son didn't know what he was going to do. Some of the fellows had whistled for him back in the alley, but he wouldn't answer. Besides everything else, it was prayer-meeting night, and that of itself was enough to make him sad.
The first bell had just rung, and it yammered away long after it should have left at peace a world that was trying to be happy; that is, as happy as it could be under the circumstances, considering that its center had to be a preacher's son and live next door to a church, and be marked out as different from all the other boys in the world. Old Griffin, the sexton, had opened the church door — or half of the church door, knowing that a half-opened door would admit all who would come to prayer-meeting, — and now was lighting up the basement. The peo ple, a very few of them, were coming to church. On entering they took seats far apart, so as to avoid one another. They sighed now and then, and some times groaned, as they had to do if they wished to be truly good. The preacher's son had realized long ago that he never could be truly good. He had a certainty of conviction that he had been conceived in sin and brought forth in iniquity, though he did not put it in those terms. There seemed to be some legend of ill omen, like those about certain families in books he had read, which had come down to him as the last of a tragic line of victims — all preachers' sons. Everybody had a way of saying, when he was around.
"Preachers' sons, you know — always turn out bad."

